The first time I really had sex was in April and I was 16. It was during spring break and I was staying at my conservative grandparents house. We weren’t allowed in my bedroom alone together so we sat in the living room most of the day talking and watching tv. Basically,we we re bored and decided to take a walk. And my grandparents had no problem with us taking a walk together alone even though I knew every private horseback riding trail through the woods. Maybe they thought that people didn’t have sex outdoors. I think that family members often know but are in denial about what their young ones are doing.
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Sex is a learning experience and I, apparently, am a very slow learner. Like masturbation, it’s something that people don’t really talk about except in very general terms. It’s also something that gets lied about when people do talk about it. That has been my experience, anyway.
Before having sex for the first time I used to dream about having sex all the time. The primary reason for this was because I was a lucid dreamer. I always realized that I was dreaming and could then change the dream completely-the setting, the situation, the action. Essentially I could be dreaming about ponies, realize I was dreaming, erase the ponies and replace them with hot naked guys. The sex was always good, the feeling was right and it felt like I was masturbating in my sleep. Orgasms left and right. It felt fantastic.
